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| DAY #2.
Get up around 8:00am and we all head to Frosty's for an early breakfast - that is, all of us except Heather and Court who never returned home the previous night. Okay, awesome. So we eat breakfast and go back home to nap, but Regan and I take a morning walk with Jeff and Mike from across the street instead. Still no Court or Heather.
We're showering and getting ready when we see Court walk down the street, so Regan runs out and tries to talk to her. Court yells, "Leave me the fuck alone, I'm fine!" Rude, but I can't blame her - everyone is friends with Donna, so she felt outnumbered. She went down to the guys' house on the corner for awhile, and while Regan tried to talk to her down there, they wouldn't let her. Still no Heather.
While Kelly is sleeping, we all head down to the party which has begun. And drink and drink and drink. FINALLY we learn Heather is made it home - wrapped in a comforter with no pants, bra, phone, or any recollection of why she woke up in an abandoned house down the street. Some guy ends up bringing her pants back, apparently she took them off in the house where Court was staying and then walked to the abandoned home. But she's okay and back, so that's good.
Kelly gets ready and comes to meet us around 4:00pm, to meet up with the boy, Jared, from the previous night whom I am not a total fan of. They flirt all day, we hang out with the boys from the night before until 8:00-ish. Erin, Laura, Regan, Mike and I head to dinner and then to Mr. Ed's again.
When Kelly shows up, she automatically goes off with Jared for a long time. I see Stefel, whom I kissed earlier in the day, and hang out with him for awhile. Take shots with Mike and the girls, get some shots from some other people, and have a good time. At which point, Stefel comes up behind me, takes his PENIS out of his pants and tries to put it down the back of my jeans. I scream and hit him and run and find Kelly and tell her. She laughs, and continues to be all pushy with Jared. I tell her I'm going to meet Laura and Erin at the Beer Barrel next door, and make her pinky swear she'll come find me at the end of the night - my phone is dead and I am 100% broke. She promises, and tells Jared in case she forgets.
So I head to the Beer Barrel, and drink more with Erin and Laura. And fall in love with the band playing - The Locash Cowboys who were amazing and so so hot; I am in l-o-v-e love. Erin wanders off and Laura and I find her back at Mr. Ed's. I kiss a boy named Frank from earlier in the night. We go back to Beer Barrel yet again and dance some more. I kiss a boy named Doug I met in the taxi van earlier. Erin wanders away and we go to find her AGAIN, but I can't find her. Or Kelly or Laura or anyone besides some random boy I kiss and Stefel the Penis Man. At this point, I've kissed 4 boys, and I decide I need to go home.
SO against my better judgement I allow Stefel to take me home. Mike is asleep on our loveseat and Tink is on the couch, so I pass out on the ground and Tink and I talk for awhile. Erin shows up with Donna in an ambulance, because some guy stepped on Erin's toes and broke them, so she's crawling around the house. We're all drunk, and loud, and confused and still worried about Court.
Then we all staggered out of the house around 8:00am to head home. I find out later Court has a broken nose, a black eye, and had to sleep on the streets of Put in Bay Saturday night, until her mom came and got her Sunday. She got home 8 hours after we did. I feel horrible, but there was nothing I could do. It was between her and Kelly. Although Court was mad at me too, so I tried to clear it up and Kelly accused me of instigating and it was slightly a mess. I'm ready for a weekend at home with my family.
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| Well it's been approximately forever since I wrote in here. Not sure why, perhaps it's because I've been swept up in school, swept up in drama, swept up in the inability to coherently convey any ideas. But I'm back!... for a bit, at least. I headed to Put in Bay, Ohio this weekend with: Kelly, Courtany, Heather, Kelly's aunt Donna, and Donna's friends Tink, Regan, Laura, and Erin. I tried to back out last minute because Kelly and Courtany got into a fight Thursday night and I knew it was horrible foreshadowing, but Kelly cried a lot and promised me everything would be drama-free. I should have known it was a lie. We took the ferry around 2:30pm and got to the island around 3:00pm. The bags were in the car, which were coming on the next trip, so we stopped at a general store for beer and Court, Heather and I played drinking games while Kelly napped. When the bags arrived we all got ready and our whole group headed down to the tent party the Island Club (the house complex we were staying in) was throwing for us. Free beer! Miller Light, ick, but free nonetheless. We played a lot of flipcup. Met a lot of people. I led the tent in dances of the Electric Slide, Chacha Slide, and Macarena. We drank Hand Grenades (NOLA style) with our neighbors, and we all were drunk real quickly. We began hanging out with one main group of guys: Jansen (Donna's interest), Jared (Kelly's interest), asst. principal of Worthington Middle School Josh (Regan's interest), Brian, Joe, Jason (who came to be known as 'Phil Collins'), Chad, and other various boys. We all head back to the house and proceed to take shots. In my drunken state, I decide I like Phil Collins simply because he looks like Phil Collins. I don't even know why; I don't think Phil Collins is attractive in the least. My judgement was skewed. ANYWAYS, we drank and us girls changed and we headed to Mr. Ed's bar. Phil Collins bought me many shots. Mike, our neighbor, bought me many beers and shots. We danced and sang along with the band and were having a great time. Until Courtany tried to dance with Jansen. Drunken Kelly, defending her aunt's honor but also bringing some of her own anger into the mix, started screaming at Courtany and slapped her. Court threw her beer at Kelly, but missed, and I ended up soaked (I laughed and kept dancing). Court left the bar... the night carried on. I wanted to go home, and so I did. Regan was awake so we hung out for a bit, and Kelly, Jared, and P.C. get home. Kelly locks me out of our bedroom to have sex with Jared, so P.C. and I talk in the living room, until Erin wakes up, is wastedface and yells at P.C. a lot and kicks him out. Okay, fine. I hang out in the kitchen with Regan some more, when Court comes back. She goes to look for Kelly, they get into a big fight in the hallway, and the next thing I know Court's nose, mouth, and shirt are filled with blood. She's crying. And screaming. Kelly's screaming. Our whole house is back and watching. The owner of the Island Club, Paul, shows up and takes me for a ride in his golf cart because I am upset. Court packs her bags and announces she's leaving. Kelly lets her. I beg her to come back, but Donna tells her she is not welcome at the house for the remainder of the weekend. Court leaves and Heather goes with her to talk. Yea, awesome, I know. And only day #1! I have to go to lunch with Nif and HerBrina now, so I'll vent more later. | | |
| The taste of Brian's lips is still lingering on my lips, even if it was three months ago. I blame the accent that's embedded in my mind. I'm not sure why I even try anymore; I don't think I'll ever be enough for someone to care about me. I'm not worth it. How do I make myself worth it? | | |
| When have I ever done anything without emotions involved? They're there, full and strong. I just have to deny them as long as possible. | | |
| Soooo I'm back at school and I don't think any amount of words would accurately describe how happy I am to be here. Granted, I miss my family terribly and I wish Jessi hadn't graduated and was still my roommate, but overall I am thrilled to be in Ohio and living with the best girls in the world. My face is breaking out and I can't handle it. My face never breaks out. Anger. I am currently at work and have been since 3am. I'm going to go ahead and give myself props [yea, I said props] for making it her, considering I was wastedface at Hineygate declaring I was going to just quit so I didn't have to come in. Cue to me going to bed at 8:30pm because I was unable to function. I am sick to my stomach right now. I've been vomiting my life up for the past four hours. I really don't think it's from drinking, though, because I didn't vomit once in Las Vegas and I drank wayy more there than I did yesterday. I think it's the flu. I need to curl up in bed and die for awhile. Las Vegas was amazing. I miss Vince. Enough said. Don is supposed to be visiting today but I think I made him mad two nights ago and soooo I'm not sure he'll come. Yes, Don is still in the picture, but I don't have feelings for him anymore. I don't think I have feelings for anyone anymore. Weird. I'm emotionless. Empty? Blank slate. He's single. They broke up. I thought I'd be happier about it than I am. But I think they were good for each other, and so I am not so amped. That's my updated life in a nutshell. End. | | |
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